Here we go again!

I felt really embarrassed today when I told a friend I had a blog but realized it had been a year since I wrote anything! Then I realized WOW.. a whole year has gone by! I remember writing what I did.. and I remembered the personal struggles I was having and I am happy to report that I did make it through all those crazy things! I did find myself spiritually stronger, less judgmental and more grateful!

After enjoying a few blogs of other friends I had that same old pang of regret for not writing. It is good for the soul! It is good to kinda get things out there sometimes. After reading a few things this week I am so surprised to see just how much alike we all are. Us women in particular. Of the blogs I have read recently, the women were younger than me, way older than me, richer than me, brought up better than me, had more or less children than me, lived in nicer houses or not as comfortably as I do, had way different talents than me, were better or worse house keepers than me.. my point..and yes I do have one, is that no matter who we are, we all seem to have so many of the same struggles, hope, and desires regardless of where we came from.

So.. I feel inspired now.. I know, I know.. I have said it before.. but I really do want to keep up my blog better. Not for other people so much as for me. It is good to look back and see how I made it through things that seemed so hard. I am getting ready to go through new struggles. I found out this week that I am diabetic. It was not a complete suprise, but it was still kind of a shock to hear the doctor say the words. I am sure it will be a journey that will be a learning experience for me. I am not even sure what to say about it at this point.. but I have decided blogging about it will help me keep things in perspective..that is what I hope anyway!!

Gotta run for now. Need find some sugar free chocolate deserts!!