This is it. I know there is something for me to do in this life. I feel like I am stuck in here somewhere in this body I don't like, and not living up to what I was sent here to do.
For years I have felt like I was supposed to be a inspirational/motivational speaker, or I was supposed to reach people and help them. I recently went to a meeting called Time Out for Women. It is the 4th one I have been to. Every time I go, I get that feeling again, like THAT IS WHAT YOU SHOULD BE DOING. I think I have something inside me that I need to share with people, to help them be better and feel better and learn to laugh!
The problem is, I am not sure what I have done in my life that people could look at me and say, wow, look at that, maybe I can do that too.
Losing weight this time maybe the secret. I think I have figured out how to do it.
I am finding it is not actually HOW you lose the weight, or why you even gained the weight to begin with, cause believe me, I have beat myself in the head over and over listen to Dr.Phil and Oprah tell me I must understand why I am fat and how I got this way. I don't believe that any more, I believe the important thing is who you team up with to get it done~! I am understanding that I have finally got the right teammembers. I have finally acknowledged that I cannot do this on my own. I must rely on the Lord to comfort me instead of my potato's. Not only Him, but my husband.
So today I have begun my mission. I am going to find out who I really am, who is the person stuck in here somewhere. I have something to say, I can make you laugh and feel good and when I finally drop these pounds that are hiding me, I will have something to say that might inspire you and make you feel good about yourself. I am feeling better about myself already!